我的天 Holy shit.
你怎么了 What happened to you?
是谁干的 Who did this to you?
到底是谁干的 Who fucking did this to you?
还能有谁 Who do you think?
是他 他妈的他死定了 That's it. He's fucking dead.
不要 No.
留下 求你留下来 Stay. Please stay.
他对你说了什么 What did he say to you?
谁管他说了什么 Who gives a shit what he said to me?
他大概把我的颧骨打破了 I think he broke my cheekbone.
痛吗 Does this hurt?
全身都痛 Everything hurts.
肿得厉害吗 Is it swollen bad?
告诉我他对你说了什么 Tell me exactly what he said to you.
告诉我 Tell me!
你能不能抱住我 Can you just, please, hold me?
没事了 Sh, it's okay.
你很勇敢 Hey, you got guts.
你很勇敢 小子 You got guts, kid.
我爱你 I love you.
不 你不爱我 你根本就不了解我 No, you don't. You hardly know me.
我爱你 不管你说什么 I love you, no matter what you say.
你爱不爱我 我都不在乎 And I don't care if you love me back.
我不在乎 I don't... I don't care.
你这肯定没有啤酒吧 I don't suppose you have any beer, do you?
我家里也没有 None in my house, either.
能喝点这个吗 Can I have one of these?
我们想方设法不让别人看见我们在一块 We go through all the trouble of not being seen together...
结果呢 ...and for what?
你想叫个披萨或什么的吗 Do you want to order a pizza or something?
要意大利辣肠还是香肠 You want pepperoni or sausage?
香肠 Sausage.
为了一杯威士忌 要我做啥都成 What I wouldn't do for a shot of whiskey.
所以我们才来这儿吧 That's why we're here, right?
我现在整个乱透了 梅安 I am in over my head, Miriam.
我一个人没法照顾孩子 I can't take care of a kid by myself.
虽然梅茛也不是个好妈妈 I mean, Megan, she wasn't that much help...
但好歹我不是一个人孤军奋战 But at least I wasn't alone, you know?
听你说来 感觉一个人的时候还好些 From what you told me, it was worse than being alone.
但是卡特需要一个母亲 Yeah, but Carter needs a mother, you know?
不能每天靠冰箱里的冰冻食物 He just can't keep surviving off of frozen dinners.
还有面条和奶酪过日子 And macaroni and cheese.
我照顾不了他 I can't take care of him.
我连自己都照顾不了 I can't even take care of myself.
他只关心什么游泳 And all he cares about is that damn swimming.
实话告诉你 我根本就不在乎 To tell you the truth, I could give a shit.
这又怎么样 How's that, huh?
我只想喝得酩酊大醉再做个爱 All I want to do is get drunk and get laid.
这有那么糟吗 Is that so bad?
至少你现在够坦诚 At least now you're being honest.
没有什么过不去的坎儿 It's nothing so terrible.
只是暂时逆境罢了 史蒂芬 It's just that it's a slippery slope, Stephen. You know?
60天不能代表什么 Nobody said 60 days was a magic number.
只是...这很难改变 It just... it doesn't stop being hard.
你好点了吗 You feeling any better?
好些了 Yeah.
你怎么还没睡呢 Oh, hey. You're up late.
上帝啊! Oh, my god!
怎么回事 What happened?
我在学校和人打架了 I got into a fight at school.
亲爱的 Oh, sweetheart.
我们得好好收拾一下 We should get you cleaned up.
不 不 我很好 No, no, I'm fine.
没有看上去这么严重 It just looks worse than it is, that's all.
那个欺负你的家伙 This guy that did this...
你让他好看了没 I hope you gave as good as you got.
我揍了他几拳 I got in a few hits.
我得去学校一趟 You know I have to go to the school, right?
妈妈 不要火上浇油 Mom, you don't have to make things worse.
不用你告诉我该怎么做 Now, don't tell me my job.
你这么做没有帮助 You're not helping.
你饿吗 有吃过东西吗 So, are you hungry? Did you get something to eat?
吃了 卡特来了 我们点了披萨 Yeah, Carter came over. We ordered pizza.
好吧 Okay.
你怎么还不上床睡觉 已经很晚了 Why don't you go on to bed. It's late.
我们明早再说 We'll talk about it in the morning.
好的 我爱你 Okay. Love you.
亲一个 Kiss.
-晚安 -晚安 - Good night. - Good night.
我得去告状 告诉你... I ought to report this guy. I'm telling you...
听我说 不要这么兴师动众 I told you. We did not need to make such a big deal out of it.
-什么 -他们欺负了我 - What? - They jumped me.
在学校这种事很正常 Kids get jumped every day.
这是不对的 丹尼 Well, then its wrong every day, Danny.
我们走吧 Come on, let's go.
我可不想在急诊室耗上四小时 I'm not going to the emergency room for four hours.
坐在那里根本没有一点帮助 Just so they can tell me I have a black eye.
不 我们得报警 丹尼 No, we have to file a police report, Danny.
不 妈妈 不必了 No, mom, we don't.
又不是什么人权斗争 Not everything is a human rights battle.
消消气 我会处理好 Relax. I'll deal with it.
妈妈 Mom.
他们是卡特的朋友吧 These are Carter's friends, right?
卡特和这件事有关吗 Did Carter have something to do with this?
所以你才不想报警吗 Is that why you don't want to call the police?
当然不是 Of course not.
我得回去上课了 回家后见 I have to get back to class. I'll see you when I get home.
-今天不用去了 -什么 - Hey, not today. - What?
走吧 我们得谈谈 Come on. We have to talk.
-一天不上课没关系 -你开玩笑吧 - You can miss class for a day. - Are you kidding?
你有事瞒着我 So there's something you're not telling me.
是什么 What is it?
他们之所以打我是因为... They beat me up...
因为我是同性恋 妈妈 They beat me up because I'm gay, mom.
是吗 Really?
为什么是现在 为什么是亨利 Why now? Why Henry?
你以前从没和他有过纠葛 You've never had any trouble with him before.
他觉得我和卡特两个人好了 He thinks Carter and I are going together.
卡特也这么想吗 Does Carter feel the same way?
他不想承认 He doesn't want to admit it...
但我知道他也这么想 ...but I know that he does.
我们做爱了 We had sex.
有安全措施吗 Safe?
-是的 很安全 -你确定吗 - Yeah, safe. - Are you sure?
是的 Yeah.
我很喜欢 And I liked it.
好吧 Okay.
-非常喜欢 -很好 - A lot. - Okay!
听着 下次再发生这样的事 Listen. The next time
我一定要去警察局告他 I'm going to file charges.
-知道吗 -不 - Do you understand me? - No...
别再和我争辩了 I don't want to hear any arguments about it.
我可不想你让发生什么不测 I'm not having you end up on the evening news.
我爱你 丹尼 I love you, Danny.
你是我的小天使 You're my little angel boy.
我从未因此而感到难堪 You've never given me any reason to feel ashamed.
教练 教练 Hey, coach! coach!
什么事 卡特 我要迟到了 What is it, Carter? I'm late.
你让我游100米自由泳 Hey, uh, you gave me the 100-meter freestyle.
怎么了 And?
你让亨利游200米蛙泳 Well, you gave Henry the 200-meter breast.
那是我的决定 卡特 That's my decision, Carter.
但是 教练 蛙泳是我的强项 But, coach, come on, that's my best stroke.
亨利游200米蛙泳 他体力好 Henry's swimming the 200 breast. He's got the endurance.
别再说了 还有事吗 End of story. Anything else?
你睡得怎样 好点了吗 How's your sleeping? Any better?
-挺好的 -你有没有嗑药 - Yeah. - Are you taking anything for it?
没有 No.
要是你在吃药 必须告诉我 Cause if you're taking anything for it, I need to know.
没有 教练 我没有 No. No, coach, I'm not.
我们还有三天时间 各位 就这样 We have three days, gentlemen. That's it.
我们还得加把劲 We're not there yet.
你们可别以为能够高枕无忧 I don't want any of you thinking that we're home free.
在接下来的三天里 给我记住 So in these next three days, I want you to remember...
千万不要松懈 ...Never let up.
我期待看到大尺寸的画儿 These two are begging to be large scale.
你觉得呢 Don't you think?
能听到你这么说真好 I was hoping you'd say that.
我想画一个丙烯系列 I'm thinking about painting a series in acrylic.
真是太好了 丹尼 These are really wonderful, Danny.
进步卓越 真得很棒 Tremendous improvement. Very well done indeed.
空间距离感把握得恰到好处 Beautiful sense of space.
给人一种空旷感 There's an openness suggested by the poses.
还带有些许脆弱 A certain vulnerability.
也许是这个模特 Maybe all the inspiration you really
让你如此灵感泉涌 needed was a different model.
被你看出来了吗 I'm that obvious?
我们的灵感来源各不相同 丹尼 We're all inspired by different things, Danny.
每过一段时间... You know, every once in a while...
我都会有幸遇到你这样的学生 I have the great fortune to meet a student like you.
年轻而且富有潜力 You're young and full of promise.
只要下定决心 没有办不到的事 There's nothing you can't do if you set your mind to it.
我不懂 伙计 我们是队友 I don't get it man, we're supposed to be teammates.
为什么总是为难我 Why are you always giving me such a hard time?
你到底是和哪个基佬一块混呢 Who's the queer you're hanging out with, huh?
是那个美术生吗 The one that draws?
他只是帮我补英语 He's my English tutor!
这不关你的事 Not that that's any of your business.
别去烦他 明白吗 So leave him alone, okay?
你听到了吗 亨利 Do you hear what I'm telling you, Henry?
你关心个什么鬼 What do you care?
你他妈的别去烦他 明白吗 Just leave him the fuck alone, all right?
伙计 你不会是说真的吧 I hope you're not going funny on me, man.
你不会真是个基佬吧 Dude, are you really a homo?
怎么了 难道我伤你的心了 Aw, what's the matter? Did I hurt your feelings, huh?
为什么不这样 Here's an idea.
跑去和你男朋友倾诉一下 Why don't you go tell your boyfriend?
让他给你买几束花 你就好多了 Maybe he can buy you some flowers. Make you feel better.
现在请把你们的论文交上来 I'd like your essays now, please.
梅曼先生 谢谢你能来上课 Well thank your for joking us, Mr. Melman.
请传上来 Please pass them forward.
什么? Yes?
我还没写好 I don't have it.
要是你今天交不了 就别交了 If you don't have your essay today, I don't want it.
我已事先通知过 也给了你们足够时间 You've been warned. You've had plenty of time.
玛格丽特 帮我个忙 Margaret, would you please collect
从第一排同学那里收一下 them from the front of each row.
一二三四五六... One, two, three, four, five, six...
今天有七个同学旷课 ...Seven of your classmates
一要交论文 就得了感冒 Are out today with the essay flu.
向他们致以我诚挚的问候 Please give them my best get well wishes.
谢谢你 玛格丽特 Thank you, margaret.
好的 现在请拿出一张白纸 Okay. Please take out a fresh sheet of paper.
那是什么 爸 粉丝信吗 What's that, dad? Fan mail.
是的 这么受欢迎真烦恼 Yep. Although I wish I wasn't so popular.
明天是个大日子 好好休息下吧 Big day tomorrow, huh? Better get some rest.
明天是我人生中最重要的比赛 I am going to have the best race of my life tomorrow.
是的 或许你应该 Yeah, well, maybe you should adjust
稍微调整一下你的心态 your expectations just a little.
谢谢你对我的信心 爸爸 Thanks for the vote of confidence there, dad.
实际一点 罗密欧 Yeah, well, just trying to keep it real, Romeo.
你就不能时不时说点鼓励的话吗 Can't you say anything encouraging every once in a while?
当然可以 那你得给我个理由先 Sure. Give me a reason every once in a while.
就等我接到犹他大学的通知书吧 I should be hearing back from UT any day now.
卡特 Carter.
卡特 我得和你谈谈 Carter, I got to tell you something.
怎么了 What's wrong?
什么 你不会是让我放弃吧 What? Are you trying to talk me out of it?
你不能出尔反尔 You can't go back now.
你答应说如果我... you said that if I got...
不 不 不 No, no. No.
不 只是有事要告诉你 No, I just need to tell you something.
我不知道你会作何反应 ...And I'm not sure how you're going to take it.
就这样 That's all.
怎么 是不是让我去德州上学 What? Is it about me going to school in Texas?
不 不是 和游泳无关 No, it's not about that. It's got nothing to do with swimming.
上帝啊 你到底有完没完 Jesus, you're like a fucking broken record.
是关于突发性昏厥吗 那只是... Is it about those blackouts? Because that was just...
不 是关于你妈妈 No, it's about your mother.
她进了监狱 She's in jail.
她前阵子打电话来要保释金 She called a while ago asking for bail money.
她还好吗 Is she okay?
她很好 一直都很好 She's fine. She's always fine.
卡特 听我说 卡特 Carter, listen. Carter!
洛杉矶游泳馆
-卡特就要上场了 -是啊 - Hey, Carter's up next. - Yeah.
100米什么泳来着 It's the 100-meter something or other.
自由泳 Freestyle.
他在哪儿 Now, where is he?
第五排 Lane 5.
这是他第一个项目 所以看上去很精神 It's his first event, so he's fresh, too.
他们看着都好高 游泳的就没矮个吗 They all seem so tall. Don't any short boys swim?
那是什么意思 What does that mean?
抢跳 False start.
只要别再犯就没关系 He's okay as long as he doesn't do it again.
他很紧张 He's nervous.
加油 卡特 我相信你 Come on, Carter. I know you can do it.
这不是他的强项 Well, it's not his stroke.
加油 加油 加油 Come on, come on, come on.
第二名 Second.
你来干什么 What do you want?
你还好吧 Is everything okay?
你今天没去上英语课 You weren't in English class today.
好才怪 一切都糟透了 Nope, everything is totally fucked up.
大家都觉得你游得很好 Everybody thinks you did fine.
好才怪 I don't.
你看校报了吗 有你的照片 Well, did you see the school newspaper? Your picture's in it.
真他妈好极了 Great. That's fucking great.
你一会儿去我家吗 Are you coming over later?
我没这个打算 I don't think so.
为什么 How come?
因为我今天不想脱光衣服给你当模特 Because I don't feel like sitting around naked for you today.
明白了吗 All right?
我还有其它破事要忙 I got better fucking things to do.
我已经画完了 I'm finished with the drawings anyway.
还以为你想看 I just thought you might like to see them.
听着 我们得冷静一下 好吗 Look, we need to cool things off, okay?
看不出来吗 是你毁了我的比赛 Can't you tell you're fucking up my whole performance.
难道不是那些药的关系吗 You sure those pills don't have anything to do with it?
给我闭嘴 Shut the fuck up!
你知道什么 你以为你了解我吗 What do you know? You think you know me?
你根本就不了解我 You don't know me!
对我一无所知 You don't know anything!
好吧 我是一无所知 Yeah, sure. I don't know anything.
但至少我明白自己的感受 But at least I know how I feel.
我恨不得自己从没遇见你 I wish I never fucking met you!
你把我的一切都毁了 You fucked everything up for me!
-我到底做了什么 -我不想再听 - What the hell did I do? - I didn't want any of this!
你伤到我了 放开我 You're hurting me! let go!
你想改变我 You're trying to change me!
放开我 Get off of me!
那就给我滚开 Get the fuck out of here then!
-滚 -你为什么要这样 - Go! - Why are you acting like this?
你没听到吗 Are you fucking deaf?
现在我不想听 Not now.
卡特 听着 Carter, listen.
生活中经历的失望 Life's going to be handing you a lot
可远远不止这些 more disappointments than this.
事情都这样了 and don't think I'm going to let you
你就别在里面自艾自怜了 sit in there, and feel sorry for yourself
我可不会袖手旁观的 明白吗 after what happened today, all right?
爸 真是他妈的太感谢了 Thanks, dad! I really appreciate that!
振作一点吧 Hey! toughen up!
有这么简单就见鬼了 Oh, great! sure! right away!
你没有证据 You can't prove it.
你开什么玩笑 这太明显了吧 Are you kidding? It's obvious.
好吧 Oh, all right.
先不和你争 那就假设是丹尼写的 Then for argument's sake, let's say Danny wrote it.
罗伯特 你打算怎么办 把他俩都挂了吗 What are you going to do, Robert? Fail them both?
你居然这么说 真是难以置信 I can't believe I'm hearing you say this to me.
丹尼是个才华横溢的艺术家 Danny is a brilliant artist.
你也说他是你最出色的学生之一 You said yourself he's one of your brightest students.
你想把他的一切都毁了吗 You want to spoil all that for him?
还有卡特 他早已经岌岌可危 And Carter... Carter is hanging on by a thread.
你是想把他彻底毁掉吗 Do you want to devastate him?
你是让我就这么无动于衷吗 Are you suggesting I do nothing?
我没这么说 I'm not saying that.
给个补考机会之类的总行吧 Give the kid a makeup exam or something.
要我牺牲自己的正直 And I should compromise my integrity...
还有整个班的诚实 到底为了什么 the integrity of my class, for what exactly?
你对诚实正直的定义是什么 What's your definition of integrity?
你明知道有利于自己的学生 Doesn't it include doing what you know is right.
难道不包括这些吗 for your fellow man?
拜托 Oh, please.
你什么意思 Oh, please?
罗伯特 这两个孩子深深地迷恋对方 Robert, these kids are crazy about each other.
他们作弊 They cheated.
要是我坐视不管 何谈公平 If I ignore this, what does it say about fairness?
什么公平 何来公平可言 Fairness? No such thing.
你心里清楚 You found that...
早在六十年代 我们就知道了 We all found that out in the '60s.
那我就该当红娘吗 So I should play Dolly Levy now?
你和南希是怎么认识的 How did you and Nancy meet?
跟这件事儿没关系 That's irrelevant.
说吧 你怎么遇到她的 Come on. How did you meet her?
我当时在哥伦比亚大学念大一 My freshman year at Columbia.
对哦 她是你的法语老师 Right. She was your French professor.
比你大12岁 还是个白人 12 years older than you and a white woman.
我知道你想说什么 I know where you're going with this
我告诉你 这没有关系 and I'm telling you it's just not...
罗伯特 你的法语没挂吧 You didn't fail French, did you, Robert?
顺便问问 你现在还会讲法语吗 Oh, and by the way, how is your French these days?
这两件事不可同日而语 One thing has nothing to do with the other.
谁都不愿意被看作种族主义者 Nobody wanted to be called a racist.
所以不管你功课怎么样 so whatever problems you had with the schoolwork...
他们都会让你过 ...they let it pass.
这难道公平吗 That wasn't fair, was it?
我问你几个问题 Let me ask you something.
罗伯特 你的法语作业都是自己做的吗 Did you do all of your own French homework, Robert?
卡特 你留一下好吗 Carter, would you have a seat, please?
我看了你的论文 I asked you to stay because I was grading your essay.
发现你的功底真是突飞猛进 and I couldn't help but notice it's a marked improvement.
好过你之前交的所有作业 ...over anything you've submitted so far.
我有个英语辅导老师 Well, I've been studying with an English tutor.
他帮了我很多 It's helped out a lot.
其实 进步如此之大 In fact, it's such a significant improvement...
不禁让我怀疑其真正的作者 I'm forced to question its authorship.
什么 What?
这肯定不是你写的吧 I'm certain you didn't write it.
是丹尼写的 却署了你的名字吧 Danny wrote it and signed your name to it, didn't he?
他告诉你的吗 Did he say that to you?
得了 卡特 你以为我是傻的吗 Come on, Carter! I'm not a complete fool.
丹尼的文风和特点我再熟悉不过 I know Danny's work and his style...
更何况你是什么德行我还不知道吗 and what's more, I know your work and your style.
承认了吧 Why don't you just admit to it?
我没什么好承认的 No, I'm not going to admit to anything.
你是个聪明而有天分的孩子 You're a bright and gifted young man.
我真搞不懂 你为什么要冒这个险 I can't understand why you would risk this.
他威胁你了吗 What, did he threaten you or something?
不 当然没有 No. No, of course not.
他的功课落得太多 He was just falling too far behind.
我只想帮他通过考试 I wanted to help him pass.
他会怎么样 What's going to happen to him?
丹尼 行行好吧 Danny, do yourself a favor.
别担心卡特了 and stop worrying about what's going to happen to Carter.
还是担心下你自己吧 ...and start worrying about what's going to happen to you.
我早上与弗兰克先生谈了很久 I had a long talk with Mr. Frank this morning.
你应该也知道 我不怎么喜欢他 As you might have guessed, I don't much like Mr. Frank.
当然也就不爱听他对我说的事 And I certainly didn't appreciate what he had to tell me.
我就问你一个问题 So I'll ask you one simple question.
这是真的吗? Is it true?
不及格
我照你说的找了个英语辅导老师 I got an English tutor like you said,
但对我来说还是太难 but it was just still too hard.
我只想努力进决赛 I wanted to swim in the finals...
我警告过你 不能给我丢脸 I warned you. No funny business on my squad.
而且比赛那天 And when it came down to it...
你的表现也不尽如人意 you didn't show me much out there, did you?
把更衣箱收拾干净走人吧 Clean out your locker.
你是要躲我一辈子吗 Are you planning on avoiding me forever?
再也不和我说话了吗 Never talking to me again? Is that it?
还是说这里还在学校附近 Or are we not far away from school yet?
混蛋 我被游泳队开除了 You asshole. They threw me off the team.
你怎么能这样对我 How could you do that to me?
为什么要承认是你写的 Why didn't you just say you didn't write the thing?
他早就知道了 He already knew!
告诉你 Yeah, well, you know what?
他妈的离我远点 Just stay the hell away from me.
我再也不想看到你 I don't ever want to see you again.
你是在怪我吗 You're blaming this on me?
这明明是你的主意 The whole thing was your idea.
那你为什么要承认 Why didn't you just say you didn't write it?
-不承认不就好了吗 -他都知道了 - That's all you had to do. - He already knew!
滚开 Get lost.
我说了 离我远点儿 I told you to leave me the hell alone.
你到早了哟 You're up early, I see.
我一下子思如泉涌 I'm feeling motivated all of a sudden.
你觉得怎么样 What do you think?
改了比例后整个感觉都不同了 Yeah, it's just not the same when you change the scale, is it?
我做错什么了吗 What am I doing wrong?
不 丹尼 你没错 Wrong? Nothing, Danny.
你只是还不明确画的主题 You just... you just don't know your subject yet.
不清楚主题吗 什么意思 I don't know my subject? What does that mean?
其实这很明显 Well, it's obvious, really.
你自觉心里清楚 I mean, you think you know it.
某种程度上而言 你确实懂 And to some extent, you do.
但你的认识只停留在表面 But only superficially.
这对小幅的作品而言 You know, you can get away with that.
已经是绰绰有余 with the smaller drawings.
但这幅画对你的要求更高 But this work is asking something more of you.
是画的尺寸所决定的要求 The scale demands it.
什么要求呢 Demands what?
这只能由你自己回答 Well, only you can answer that.
我会一次次来看这幅画的进展 I want to be able to come back to this piece again and again...
希望每次都能有新的发现 and every time, I want to see something new in it.
渐渐地 你就能找到主题 画出实质 That'll come when you paint the essence of your subject.
这也会使你的作品变得独一无二 That thing that sets it apart from the rest of the world.
小心头 抬高点 Watch your head. Lift it up a little bit.
好了 放下 Down.
卡特 Carter?
2号线 我们有个病人要送来 Route 2, we got a patient...
先生 不好意思 你是家属吗 Excuse me, sir, are you family?
抱歉 只有家属能跟来 Family only. I'm sorry.
-你们送他去哪家医院 -圣格莫总院 - What hospital are you taking him to? - Sagmore General.
快回去上课 Get back to class.
快点回去 没什么好看的 Come on, back to class. There's nothing to see here.
他不会有事 It's okay.
你还在生我的气吗 Are you still mad at me?
他们做完了检验 They're done running tests.
我还得等他们给我打针 I had to wait around for them to poke and jab at me.
他们有没有说你何时能出院 Did they say when you can come home?
我不知道 I don't know.
我的毒性报告不太乐观 They didn't like my toxicology report.
我以后都不能游泳了 I won't be allowed to swim again.
不管在哪儿都不行 Anywhere.
别这样 Come on.
又不是世界末日 It's not the end of the world.
你怎么能这样说 How can you say that?
我是说 总有会办法 I just meant that they have all kinds
控制你的癫痫 of medicine to control the seizures.
整个学校都知道了 The whole school knows.
没人会在意 No one's going to care.
胡说八道 Bullshit.
丹尼 他们给我找来了社工 They called social services, Danny.
你还不明白吗 Don't you understand?
你觉得我是去度假吗 You think I'm packing to go on fucking vacation?
我是要被送去青少年康复中心 They're sending me to juvenile rehab.
还不如让我死掉 I wish I was dead.
别这么说 Don't say that!
别碰我 Don't touch me.
短短一周 从运动明星变成一个怪胎 I went from star athlete to freak of the week.
安蒂还会有兴趣给我写报道吗 You think Andy wants to do a story on me now?
我知道那种别于常人的感觉 I know what it's like to feel different from everybody else.
相信我 Believe me.
一直担心别人的看法 Always worried about what people are saying.
我知道那是什么感受 I know what it's like.
别再和我搅在一起了 小子 You don't want to get messed up with me, kid.
我就是个废物 I'm trouble.
你就是那块我一直无法理解的拼图 You're the one piece I couldn't figure out.
你说什么呢 What are you talking about?
你要把这块拼图给我吗 You want me to have a piece of a jigsaw puzzle?
为了什么 What for?
你可能拼得好 You probably do them, you know.
我以前还能游泳 I always had swimming.
除此之外什么都不用在意 Nothing ever bothered me as long as I had swimming.
不管是我妈也好 Not my mom.
我爸 还是学校 Not my dad, not school.
会有办法解决的 We'll figure it out.
别放弃 You'll see.
你可以在暑期学校补习英语 You can make up English class in summer school.
还可以继续游泳 And you still have swimming.
但我不能比赛了 I can't compete.
没有学校会要我 No college is going to want me.
我他妈的就是个废物 I'm a fucking piece of shit!
不 你不是废物 You're not a piece of shit. You're not.
你他妈的别碰我 Don't... don't fucking touch me.
你走吧 You should go.
-我何时才能再见到... -丹尼 走吧 - When am I going to see? - Go, Danny!
求你了 走吧 Please, just go.
让我一个人待着 Leave me alone.
找个更值得你爱的人吧 Love somebody else.
亨利打我的皮肉之苦 远不及你深深伤我的心 You know, Henry never hurt me half as much as you.
稍后 校长助理 There's going to be an announcement
将会发布一则公告 in a moment coming over the PA.
请大家在自己的座位上坐好 I want everyone to just stay in their seats.
早上好 Good morning.
非常遗憾 出于职责 Unfortunately, it's my responsibility...
我不得不宣布一则不幸的消息 to share some tragic news with you.
可能你们有些人已经知道了 As some of you may be aware...
卡特·梅曼于今晨不幸去世 Carter Melman was found dead early this morning.
请大家安静 Hey, quiet! Quiet!
纪念活动将于明天下午 A memorial service will be held
在白山教堂举行 at White Hill chapel tomorrow afternoon.
以便你们表示对他的哀悼 for those of you who wish to pay your respects.
自习室有心理咨询师 There are counselors and therapists available in the study hall.
有需要的同学可以现在过去 If anyone needs to talk, they are there now
他们一天都在 and will be there for the rest of the day.
学校将于下午一点停课 School will be closing at 1:00 P.M.
再强调一下 Once again...
希望所有认识卡特的人 ...I encourage everyone who knew Carter.
都去教室里与咨询师聊聊 to drop by the study hall and speak to one of the counselors.
这是恶作剧吧 That's a joke, right?
弗兰克老师 Mr. Frank?
-这简直是一派胡言 -冷静点 - That's bullshit! - Calm down.
说什么和咨询师聊聊 Talk to one of our counselors?
是谁编出来的 Who made that up?
丹尼 Danny.
-到底是谁在乱说 -丹尼 别这样 - Who made that up? - Come on, Danny.
这是恶作剧吧 It's a joke, right?
丹尼 坐下 Danny, sit down, please.
求你了 求你告诉我这不是真的 Please say it's a joke. Please.
求你告诉我 这只是... Please say it's a...
天啊 Oh, my god!
回到座位上去 Stay in your seats, please!
他还好吧 Is he okay?
大家都坐在座位上别动 Everyone just stay in your seats!
妈 我没事 I'm okay, mom.
你不用整天围着我转 You don't have to hover over me.
你昨晚又睡得很晚 You were up late again last night.
我看到你的灯一直亮着 I saw your light on.
夜晚很恐怖 Nights are bad.
爸爸死时你也一直做恶梦吧 You had nightmares when daddy died, too.
是啊 我记得 Yeah, I remember.
你还能爱上别人吗 Do you think you'll ever love anybody
像爱爸爸那样爱他 the way that you loved daddy?
不会 孩子 No, baby.
没人能与你爸相提并论 Never like daddy.
妈 我的心好痛 Mom, I hurt so much inside.
简直是伤心欲绝 I'm all broken.
我懂 宝贝 I know, baby.
妈妈 真的好痛 Oh, mom, I hurt so much.
我懂 I know.
我去去就来 I'll be right back.
等我一会儿 我马上回来 Just give me a minute. I'll be right back.
我的确没法和他比 I can't compete with him, you know?
你说什么呢 What are you talking about?
我又何必去一再纠结 I don't know why I ever bothered.
他不会犯错 青春永驻 He doesn't make mistakes. He doesn't grow old.
也不会让你失望 He's never going to let you down you.
又有谁能和他比 I mean, how can anybody ever compete with that?
你醉了吗 Are you drunk?
不 但是我懂了 No, but I'm getting there.
多么美好的夜晚 Hey, big night, huh?
各位 今夜可是丹尼之夜 Big fucking night for Danny, everyone.
别在这大吵大闹 Don't make a scene.
我也说了 我不会再画他 I told you, I'm not going to paint him anymore.
这有用吗 It doesn't even matter.
你还是会一直念着他想着他 You'll find some other way to obsess over him.
我了解你 I know you.
那你想让我怎样 What do you want from me?
你想把我挂在板子上 You want to lay me out on a slab?
把心挖出来证明给你看吗 You want to cut me open? You want to look inside me?
不 我只想 No, I want to...
我只是想 I want...
你能够在意我 I just want you to notice me.
这就够了 That's all.
让我感到你真的在乎我 Treat me like you give a shit.
别说了 Stop.
我讨厌你一副自艾自怜的样子 I hate when you start feeling sorry for yourself.
你还说我 Me?
你才一直活在自己的梦境中 You're the one living in your own little dream.
丹尼 他死了 He's dead, Danny.
要是这么说伤害了你 我很抱歉 And I'm really sorry that it broke your heart.
但是他确实死了 I am. But he's dead.
你再怎么画 他也不会复活 And you can't paint him back to life.
我们几个随便吃点 A few of us are going to go grab a bite to eat.
我就回去了 And then I'm going home.
但你应该清楚 我为你付出了一切 But you should know I've put my all into this.
这算是和解吗 Is this a peace offering?
算是吧 Could be.
又或许是份离别礼物 Or maybe a going away present.
是谁要告别 Who's going away?
我也不知道 I don't know.
但我们三人之间 也该离开一个了 But it's been three of us for too long.
你总该厌倦一直画鬼魂了吧 I thought you might be tired of painting ghosts.